I read this today courtesy of a blog that I follow.... Boo Boos and Bandaid time.
Fear. I fear a lot in my life but I have learned you have to get over it. You have to hold your head high and march on, even when you dont want to. Someone once told me to fake it until I made it.
Well, lately I feel like I am doing a lot of faking it. I feel like a failure as a SP, I feel like a failure as a baby making human, I feel moody and short tempered. Overall, I am not sure that I like myself right now. I cry at the drop of a hat and have also been known to get annoyed quickly. Stupid people annoy me and whats more so, dumb people that cant follow the law yet throw stones on others, they annoy me worse.
Thanks for listening. Rant over.
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First of all you ae one the best SP's I have ever met. It is not easy being the parent of a teenage boy and or a pre-teen girl. It's even rougher being the SP. You are doing a great job.
Infertiitly is a roller coaster. Your emotions are all over and place and most of the time out of your control. Take some time just for you. Go get a pedicure, massage anything that will make you feel better.
You are a strong woman and a very good friend. Do not beat yourself up.
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